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new livejournal. [30 Dec 2008|12:47pm]
[ mood | busy ]

hello all... i finally broke down and created a new livejournal. let me know if you still want to be my friend and i'll add you. fresh start in a few aspects of life, so why not have a fresh journal?

http://vidiva.livejournal.com/

unfortunately i couldn't be more creative than that.. if i can be later, i guess i'll have to change it. at least is personalized.

bye.

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[18 Dec 2008|11:52am]
[ mood | pessimistic ]

people suck.

i hate... everything.

i think that the foul language that i use is disgusting. i really need to cut down on it. or at least stop using phrases with "fuck" in it. new years resolution for 2009? i never do resolutions.. too trendy. but this is a good one. at least cut down. i'm going to try.

i hate people.

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good movie. [14 Dec 2008|02:46am]
if you want to watch a really, really great movie, watch slumdog millionaire. it is so damn good.
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[08 Dec 2008|10:35pm]
tiiiiired.
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chai update. [03 Dec 2008|10:58am]
[ mood | content ]

incase you were wondering..

i went to starbucks again this morning. (i only go once or twice a week, sometimes not at all actually) i decided to go early when it would be a little more crowded. today's barista was new.. well i haven't ever seen her at this location, but i also haven't been there in a couple of weeks. but she made my chai. she made it right, and she made it non-fat.

thank god. it was sooo good.

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starfucks. [02 Dec 2008|11:39am]
[ mood | irritated ]

why do i feel like crying because the girl at starbucks has definitely given me coffee and not chai? is it really that big of a deal? i mean, yeah i'm pissed.. but is it cry worthy?

what the fuck is wrong with me?

yesterday i didn't go to work. i was supposed to have this friday off, but i couldn't sleep on sunday night.. i was very aggravated. so i decided to switch my day off for this week. i didn't sleep much last night either.

i don't like coffee.. the first few sips of this i thought, "this is not so bad, i can deal with it." it's some sort of latte, so it's not straight up coffee. but i hate the after taste in my mouth right now. i don't feel like going back to starbucks.. it's too cold. there goes money, down the drain. and i tipped them too. reaaaaaaally irritated.

i'm going to have to drink free crap tea from the kitchen now.

oh yeah... i asked for a tall, non-fat chai. she repeated "non-fat chai?" i said yes. this isn't nonfat. it wasn't even crowded.. i was the ONLY person there. whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

i have to get rid of it so i stop thinking about it. i'm SO annoyed.

bye.

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:-/ [01 Dec 2008|10:49pm]
[ mood | discontent ]

life sucks.

i have to go to sleep soon. i'm sick of being tired from going to sleep too late. either by choosing to procrastinate or by not being able to fall asleep.

there is a show called taboo on the national geographic channel. i watch it sometimes, like right now.. kinda. it's interesting, but sometimes very disgusting as they sometimes show the slaughter of animals in different cultures.

bye.

ps: aman sucks.

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dizzown. [29 Nov 2008|04:37pm]
[ mood | morose ]

not doing so well.. i have been having long weekends galore lately and it will continue for the rest of the year. but i realized how much i have not been enjoying weekends lately. i enjoy the time i'm happy... out with friends, in with friends, spending time with gopal, etc. but in the past few weeks i find myself very upset. not fully knowing why.

it's not only on weekends.. it's when i'm alone in my room at night during the week too. but with long weekends, there is more time alone and more time to be down. i can't really determine if something(s) is triggering these feelings. i do know some things that make me feel bad, but i think there is more to it than them.

right now my eyes are burning from crying all afternoon. but i really don't want to sit here in self pity. i loathe self pity. and i don't want pity from others either. caitanya nitai (chris) is picking me up this evening to go hang out at nitin's place and he's the only person i talked to about feeling crappy.. but i'm worried about us being in the car in awkward silence. we talked earlier but i can't do the emotional conversation on the phone because i just can't. so i couldn't fully open up.. but when we are heading out to hang with people, i don't want to start crying again. so it's a loose loose situation. cn is really sweet though.. he is a protective, loving brother.

i really hope i get to go to india in march. even though that means missing gopal's 4th birthday. i'm going to get a snack and get ready to leave.

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my peoples. [26 Nov 2008|12:25pm]
[ mood | loved ]

i love my friends!

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happy shortened week all! [25 Nov 2008|11:29am]
[ mood | busy ]

everybody and their mom are on vacation this week.

i had last thursday and friday off.. on monday i came back to a crap load of work... yay! i slacked a bit yesterday, but then i found out around 530pm that a bunch more was coming my way. i worked until almost 7 but there isn't even a dent in my work. not that it makes sense to anybody on here besides rachael, but i have 191 jira tickets assigned to me at the moment. and i have a lot more coming my way. i'm covering for people who are on vacation, i still haven't caught up on backlog stuff from the new work that i have taken over, and somebody assigned a bunch of work that should've been coming to me to somebody else over a short period of time.. and now they are all going to be coming at me, all at once. i'm talking possibly 70-80 more tickets!

UGH.

i'm definitely going to be at work late tonight... but i refuse to put myself through that tomorrow. hopefully we get out early!

next week, the person i'm covering for will be back.. but then i'll be covering for somebody else for at least a week because she'll be out having surgery. even though my boss always tells me how valued i am to the team because i am the only person (with the exception of her) that knows a good deal about each health plan, it still sucks. because here i am... the sure, i'll cover for you queen. and guess what... when i went to san fran in april, NOBODY COVERED FOR ME. i have five days off in a row in december, i'm sure nobody's going to cover for me then either.

time to get back to it. hope you're all having a lovely, slacking week! hope you all have friday off and enjoy yourselves.

ETA: i'm going to the celtics game tomorrow with justin... i don't know where these seats are, but i know they are going to be amazing and closer than i have ever sat before!

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bangs or no bangs? [18 Nov 2008|12:34am]
sometimes i miss having no hair in my face...

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i think this photo was taken about 4 years ago.. that's rishi and me. we look so little.. like little, young, and thin!
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busybusy. [12 Nov 2008|10:56am]
work has been busy. good busy. but that gives me less time for posting on here. but i'm reading yours.

i can't deal with the cold weather. and it hasn't even really begun yet. i don't know.. for some reason, this year i have really come to despise the cold. i've never enjoyed it a whole lot, but i could deal with it. perhaps it's because i'm sick of commuting in it? and waiting out in the cold for the train?

maybe i just need a tropical vacation. that sounds pretty nice.

at least i have EVERY FRIDAY OFF FOR THE REST OF THE YEAR! and a few thursdays, and a monday. so it's 3 and 4 day weekends for me. and i even have 5 days off in a row in december.. sometime before christmas. yay!!

ok, back to work.
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photos of niece and nephew. [07 Nov 2008|12:30pm]
some pix i took on my phone on deepavali.Collapse )
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photos of sita. [06 Nov 2008|02:22pm]
[ mood | busy ]

i didn't bring my camera to hartford when we went for govardhan puja, but i took a bunch with my brother's camera. i'm still waiting for him to upload them. in the mean time, ravanari has shared his pictures with me. here are photos of sita, the calf.

beautiful baby calf.Collapse )

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don't forget.. [04 Nov 2008|10:05am]
[ mood | hungry ]

hey all.. happy voting!

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happy govardhan puja everyone! [29 Oct 2008|04:10pm]
[ mood | okay ]

hope you all enjoy the sweets!

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deepavali. [28 Oct 2008|12:52pm]
just wanted to wish you all a happy deepavali!

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balarama's photography. [28 Oct 2008|12:15pm]
check out my friend balarama's work on his recently launched website. he's really good.

http://www.balaramaheller.com/
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jim baker. sixteen candles. [24 Oct 2008|10:33am]
"that's why they call them crushes. if they were easy, they'd call them something else."
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gopal. [10 Oct 2008|11:30am]
here's gopal when he came over on saturday.Collapse )
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